It really has been awhile. Haven't updated for sssooo long man. I made a few, I must say, BOLD resolutions for 2012. One of which I'm still constantly struggling with of course, is to get into the habit of praying more, and not just praying for myself, but for others especially.
Random Updates...
"Kyrie Eleison"
Haven't updated my blog in a while. A couple of things have changed since and I just was not in the mood to blog.
3As He was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to Him privately, saying, “Tell us, when will these things happen, and what will be the sign of Your coming, and of the end of the age?”4And Jesus answered and said to them, “See to it that no one misleads you. 5“For many will come in My name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and will mislead many. 6“You will be hearing of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not frightened, for those things must take place, but that is not yet the end. 7“For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and in various places there will be famines and earthquakes.8“But all these things are merely the beginning of birth pangs.
"Kyrie Eleison (Most Holy One)"Kyrie eleison, Kyrie eleison.Lord, have mercy,Lord have mercy on me, on me.Christe eleison, Christe eleison.Christ, have mercy,Christ have mercy on me, on me.Most Holy One, Father, Righteous Son,You who called my name beforeYou spoke the worlds to be.From Your place on high,Hear a sinner's cry for mercy,Lord, I pray: Kyrie,Kyrie eleison, Kyrie eleison.Lord, have mercy,Lord, have mercy on me, on me.Christ have mercy,Lord, have mercy on me, on me.Lord, I pray. Kyrie Kyrie.
Amadeus is so so so good!
I recently finished watching a really old film called Amadeus. It's ironic that I'm writing a "review" about it now when the film was shot like almost 25 years ago!! It actually bagged 8 Oscars!! But hey, I only watched it 2 weekends ago. So.
"All I wanted was to sing to God. He gave me that longing... and then made me mute. Why? Tell me that. If He didn't want me to praise him with music, why implant the desire? Like a lust in my body! And then deny me the talent?"
"How could I tell him (Salieri's father) what music meant to me?"
Even though he was also considered a musical genius during his time, his death was nothing spectacular. He died quietly without any hoo ha and without a proper grave too. He was buried is a mass grave (this is actually true in real life, not just in the movie).
I'm in lllooovvvee!!
I was surfing ebay for Pirastro's Eudoxa C string (I hate how Singapore doesn't have alot of things. I had to get my Oliv C online too) when I chanced upon this:
I fired my viola teacher today
I fired my viola teacher today. I've had enough of her antics and am seriously sick and tired of her last minute cancellations on me. No more "my husband complains that he wants to rest, I need to meet my maid agent, I need to meet my bro-in-law, I have a big headache, my husband wants to spend time with me, and my kids are sick" episodes.
Not so awesome weekend..
It's Monday again all too soon. Surprisingly, this Monday does not feel that bad maybe because this week's holy week. There will be services all week leading up to Good Friday of course. It kinda feels solemn for me. I only pray that work wouldn't get in the way of service schedules since I've got an upcoming event this Wednesday.
Joshua Bell is coming to Singapore!

I splurged $138 on his concert ticket. I actually got the seat in the most expensive category not by choice, but because those along with the really crappy locations were the only ones left. I've never spent anything more than $50 for a concert ticket, so I'm kinda feeling the pinch.
But like how often he comes to Singapore right? Oh well.
He's playing Beethoven's violin concerto and the Mendelssohn violin concerto with Academy of St Martins in the fields, which is a famed English chamber orchestra, and he of course, is an award winning violinist.
I wanted to go listen to the Mendelssohn's one but ended up getting the wrong date for the Beethoven's one; I'm not keen on spending another $100 odd so.. sigh.
He inspires me!

He is Richard Yongjae O'neill, a Korean-American violist. I really enjoy listening to him playing the viola, his tone, expression, interpretation and technical skills is exceptional. He is also very musical and inspirational.
When I first decided that I am going to invest time and money to pick up an instrument, I had initially thought of the violin. The dream instrument is of course the piano, but it didn't make practical sense in terms of space and $$. The violin looked like a cool instrument to play, but the only problem was, I didn't quite like its sound, it was too high pitch for my liking.
Then I came across his playing in a cameo role in a Korean drama serial. I was totally owned and blown away by that beautiful tone and sound and thought, "man, that violin sounds special." I know! Such disrespect for viola!
Well of course, I googled and did some CSI-ing on him and found out not only his bio of course; that there is such an instrument as the viola and that was what I had heard him play! I knew then the viola is what I wanted to learn (well not just because of him but more because of its beautiful sound).
Anyways, he has recorded 5 albums to date and I have bought them all. I don't understand why they are not available in local stores tho, I had to order all 5 of them online.
This is his 5th album, it is titled "NORE" which basically means "Sad songs". I ordered in online the very date it was released and just got it in the mail yesterday! Am so enjoying it! :D
Click on the video to hear him play!
Happy Birthday!

It's my viola's birthday, I've had her for a year now, and yes, it means I have been playing the viola for a year now! Been a violist for a year! It's my first year anniversary as a violist! Man, it feels dang good to be called a violist! :D
I love my viola!
The little beautiful things in life that inspires people!
I came across this article on Mail Online UK while searching for some nice pictures on music staves.
Apparently, this guy saw a picture on of birds perched on electrical wires taken by a journalist of that publication and that inspired him to notate a piece of music based on the position of the birds on the wire as show in the photo.
Listen to this:
Beautiful ain't it?
I actually think that that was a work of God, which suddenly brought to mind a hymn I used to sing at school: "This is my father's world" A stanza in the lyrics goes like this:
This is my Father's world,Did you see that??!! Indeed, the birds declare their maker's praise!
the birds their carols raise,
the morning light, the lily white,
declare their Maker's praise.
Click here to read the original article on Mail Online UK.
HAPPY!!
I am in a very happy mood today, so I'm doing something extraordinarily rare - which is, to update, and during office hours too :D
Anyways.
For the past few days after my first viola lesson, I've have been struggling with how to hold the bow correctly. I've watched like countless of video tutorials on youtube and even seen thousands of pictures on correct bow hold, and yet, still could not get it right.
I was seriously, very frustrated and was very depressed and discouraged. I mean, if I could not even learn how to hold the bow correctly which is of course the first step, then how am I ever going to be able to progress to different and more difficult bow techniques?
BUT!
Last night I think I'm beginning to be able to appreciate and understand the so called correct bow hold. While it ain't exactly perfect, at least it did not hurt my fingers when I try to use the whole bow. Teeheehee.
I'm obviously quite glad with myself. Anyways, back to work.
Laters.
My new baby!
For the umpteen time I'm starting yet another blog entry with a "it's been so long since I last updated" sentence. I've decided to blog today because of one lame, bimbotic reason: I am doing so much for my company's blog while my own blog is collecting dust.
Right anyways. I am excited! (few things in life get me really excited by the way) I have finally decided to take up music lessons! I know this decision came sorta late (very late in fact, to the extent of ultimate retardation), especially since people usually start at the age before they even attend elementary school.
You know how its like when the older you are, the greater the fear when it comes to learning new stuff. So yeah, I was really afraid when I started my first music lesson, about 3 months ago though it was only theory. I must say that each time I finish a lesson, I feel frustrated with myself and obviously cannot help feeling that I was erm... stupid.
3 months on now, things are much better I must say. A colleague was telling me that I was probably giving myself too much pressure for learning to even be enjoyable. Perhaps she's right. Anyways, my teacher told me during the last lesson that I can advance to grade 2, so I'm quite glad with myself heehee.
So, after a good few months of procrastination/denial/delusion/contemplating cycle, I am finally going to start my viola lessons like tomorrow, and I'm so looking forward to it.
I got my first musical instrument of my life! (if you exclude the primary school staple the recorder of course) I got my 15" viola from Synwin as recommended by my teacher and it cost me $600 with an adjustable tailpiece and shoulder rest.
While I cannot yet play it, I must say I love its sound! (I can't understand why so many violin players say nasty stuff about the viola actually)
Anyways, here it is: My new baby!!
Yes. It's huge, and it's heavy. I got a bruised collar and jawbone trying to hold that under my chin cos of its weight and size, (I can't help feeling like a clumsy bimbo) but I'm probably holding it the wrong way. Anyways. Laters.
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As you can probably already tell by now, I don't exactly have the habit of blogging. Each time I try to start a new post, it always never get past more than a few sentences and then it gets chucked into the drafts until like forever.
Anyways. I'm supposed to be writing an ad for a course but I'm suffering from writer's block right now and can't seem to move ahead, so here I am blogging.
Nothing too serious, just ranting abit not that I think anyone would read it. Anyways, I'm contemplating if I should even attempt to pursue music as a career. I know, it sounds silly. Saying that already took like tonnes of courage.
I've been in love with music, classical music since I was a kid, and just the thought of being a professional musician makes my heart beat.
As you know, I did not take any music lessons when I was younger, and neither did I have any form of music background. Honestly, from the looks of it, its almost impossible.
Sigh. How can I ever...
Even if I dream, it should be a practical one right. Is it a toxic dream? I don't know. I'm contemplating taking violin lessons and maybe piano lessons at a later stage. I ultimately would love to learn conducting, but that's like maybe a million years away? Oh well.









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