Showing posts with label music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label music. Show all posts

Random Updates...

It really has been awhile. Haven't updated for sssooo long man. I made a few, I must say, BOLD resolutions for 2012. One of which I'm still constantly struggling with of course, is to get into the habit of praying more, and not just praying for myself, but for others especially.


I have also re-started my viola lessons with another teacher. This time, the teacher's a he, and he's from Australia. Lessons went not too bad, am really taking it slowly, just correcting my fundamentals such as hand shape, posture, thumb position and bow angle. As I haven't been reading music for awhile, my sight reading skills have really gone rusty. But oh well, its coming back to me bit by bit. :)

Running wise, am really taking it slow. Rebuilding stamina is really tough man. Nonetheless, I proud that I finally managed to do almost 7km non-stop. Perhaps over the weekend, I will attempt to do an 8km run before I start "officially" preparing for my half marathon in April. I'm really glad that the heart and lungs felt in good shape, so now I just need to strengthen the core and my leg muscles.

I guess that's about it for now. Back to work gah. Stupid conference is in about 2 weeks, can't wait to get it over and done with man!

Laters.

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"Kyrie Eleison"

Haven't updated my blog in a while. A couple of things have changed since and I just was not in the mood to blog.


I should be in bed now but I could't get to sleep. My thoughts and prayers are with Japan in this dreadful time of post disaster grieving, healing and rebuilding of lives as the nation struggles to return to normalcy.

The recent spate of natural disasters' got me really afraid actually and could not help but call to mind a verse: Matthew 24: 3-8.
3As He was sitting on the Mount of Olives, the disciples came to Him privately, saying, “Tell us, when will these things happen, and what will be the sign of Your coming, and of the end of the age?”

4And Jesus answered and said to them, “See to it that no one misleads you. 5“For many will come in My name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and will mislead many. 6“You will be hearing of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not frightened, for those things must take place, but that is not yet the end. 7“For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and in various places there will be famines and earthquakes.8“But all these things are merely the beginning of birth pangs.

The next day after I looked up this verse, a singer artiste that I am following on facebook posted a screen shot of this exact same passage that she was reading on her iphone. That sent shivers down my spine, and the first thing that came to my mind was, "Lord, have mercy."

Today, I was at church and the choir sang a really beautiful hymn which totally relates to what I have been feeling of late. I thought I'll share it here:

"Kyrie Eleison (Most Holy One)"

Kyrie eleison, Kyrie eleison.
Lord, have mercy,
Lord have mercy on me, on me.

Christe eleison, Christe eleison.
Christ, have mercy,
Christ have mercy on me, on me.

Most Holy One, Father, Righteous Son,
You who called my name before
You spoke the worlds to be.

From Your place on high,
Hear a sinner's cry for mercy,
Lord, I pray: Kyrie,
Kyrie eleison, Kyrie eleison.
Lord, have mercy,
Lord, have mercy on me, on me.

Christ have mercy,
Lord, have mercy on me, on me.
Lord, I pray. Kyrie Kyrie.

Please do pray for Japan of course, and also many others who are affected by various natural disasters that may not have made it into international newspapers, and intercede for them.

Shalom.

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Amadeus is so so so good!

I recently finished watching a really old film called Amadeus. It's ironic that I'm writing a "review" about it now when the film was shot like almost 25 years ago!! It actually bagged 8 Oscars!! But hey, I only watched it 2 weekends ago. So.



Official poster for the movie.

Right. A brief synopsis of the movie. The movie is based loosely on the lives of two composers in the 18th century in Vienna, Austria. One of them of course, is Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, and the other is Antonio Salieri.

Now, we all know that Mozart is a musical genius, who started composing at the age of 5, (puts all the "great" musicians of our time to shame.) Salieri on the other hand, was a good composer, but nowhere near Mozart. Mozart was in a league of his own.



Salieri was a prim and proper court composer who worked hard. He loved music so much that he prayed to God for musical gifts like that of Mozart's and would in return offer his Chasity, meaning to never have sex in his lifetime.




Mozart was promiscuous, restless and a philanderer. He would be seen drinking, making merry and he flirted around with women. He was carefree and had little regard for traditions, or doing things the "proper" way. He knew he was good, but not in a boastful way, just as a matter of fact, his music was perfect and he was in a league of his own.



So you can probably guess by now, Salieri quickly became jealous of him and angry at God. He saw in Mozart, the magnificence of his music and believe that Mozart was a re carnation of God. Everyone was talking about Mozart, and even the emperor liked him. So, he hatched plots to sabotage his work and ultimately kill him.

There. The plot in a nutshell.

Can I just say that the movie, and of course the music totally blew my mind! The music (which were mostly all Mozart's) was fantastic, the costumes were beautiful and the acting was good, and the characters, were believable. I must say that this movie was totally in a league of its own!



In fact, after having watched this movie, all the previous movies I have liked before just went out of the window. They were nowhere near Amadeus in comparison. But of course, the movie theme was centered on music, particularly classical music, which is my love, so that helped.

The character of Salieri, is so like me I must say. I felt that I could relate to him, and how he feels, his frustrations, and his passion on many levels (not the plotting to kill and jealousy part of course). Some of the more memorable quotes for me were:
"All I wanted was to sing to God. He gave me that longing... and then made me mute. Why? Tell me that. If He didn't want me to praise him with music, why implant the desire? Like a lust in my body! And then deny me the talent?"
"How could I tell him (Salieri's father) what music meant to me?"
When I heard the first quote, I cried. That was EXACTLY the same thing I had said to a friend couple of weeks ago, I was voicing out my frustrations about the not-so-smooth ride in my viola lessons and the desire and love for music that won't die.

His second quote had me teared up too, cos I too, like him, had a father or rather family (and friends too), who could not and do not appreciate music, classical music, and actually finds it silly that I should have such strong feelings towards music.

So for a long long time, or rather, a large part of my life, I wasn't really able to share with others or explain to people what it meant to me, cos people just don't understand and I actually get scoffed at. It actually got to the point where I was apologetic about my taste for music.



I digress.

Anyways, I give the movie 11 out of the scale of 10. Not only the music was good (obviously), the costumes were beautiful, and the characters were so believable.



It's like Mozart, although he was so brilliant in a country and era where classical music thrives, and people appreciate it for what it is, he did not lead a live that was extraordinary.



He was so human that everyone could relate to. He was living in debts, he was haunted by his father's control over him all his life, struggled with lust, and rejection for his work too. Towards the end of his life, he actually struggled as he composed what was to be his greatest and most respected work of all time, the Requiem in D minor.

Isn't it ironic that the requiem he wrote could actually end up for his own funeral, except the fact that he didn't complete it?



Even though he was also considered a musical genius during his time, his death was nothing spectacular. He died quietly without any hoo ha and without a proper grave too. He was buried is a mass grave (this is actually true in real life, not just in the movie).

So yes, I would highly recommend this movie. As with Mozart, I believe that there will quite possibly never be another movie quite as good as this in all lifetimes and generations to come!

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I'm in lllooovvvee!!

I was surfing ebay for Pirastro's Eudoxa C string (I hate how Singapore doesn't have alot of things. I had to get my Oliv C online too) when I chanced upon this:



I am smitten!

It's a 15.5" baroque viola, a Copy of Sebastian Klotz Baroque Viola and it costs only S$2?? Ok, the auction actually starts at S$2, but there is no reserve price, so it does mean if I'm the only one interested in the baby, I will actually get it for 2 bucks. Sweet!

I know that when it comes to instruments, how it sounds is more important than its appearance and price, and how one should try to stay away from ebay when buying instruments, but heck, for $2, I don't mind taking a risk.

Ok, the shipping is like a hundred bucks, so it will actually cost me about a hundred odd to ship the thing over to Singapore.

I've been wanting to try my hands on a baroque viola for some time, but you know, baroque music is so niche its hard to find one without having to sell one of my kidneys in place like Singapore where classical music isn't exactly that popular among the masses, let alone early music.

I am so going to get this. For a hundred bucks to try out a new instrument, I think its quite worth it.

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I fired my viola teacher today

I fired my viola teacher today. I've had enough of her antics and am seriously sick and tired of her last minute cancellations on me. No more "my husband complains that he wants to rest, I need to meet my maid agent, I need to meet my bro-in-law, I have a big headache, my husband wants to spend time with me, and my kids are sick" episodes.


Quite honestly, these are her personal problems, which I feel she should not let affect her work. I remember occasions where we could go on weeks not having lessons because of a series of the above stated episodes. If she is really so busy, then perhaps she shouldn't take so many students, no?

As it is, I am sometimes very busy too with work and have to cancel and postpone lessons, and its hard to keep excitement for lessons when both she and I are so busy. Oh well.

Anyhow, I still tried to be nice about it, and left the thing open instead of telling her I'm not going to take anymore lessons from you. I told her I'm taking a break and would want to try out other instruments (which is the truth by the way).

So now I am on the look out for another viola teacher.

Any recommendations?

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Not so awesome weekend..

It's Monday again all too soon. Surprisingly, this Monday does not feel that bad maybe because this week's holy week. There will be services all week leading up to Good Friday of course. It kinda feels solemn for me. I only pray that work wouldn't get in the way of service schedules since I've got an upcoming event this Wednesday.


Sigh. The wound isn't healing well. The scab tore when I tried to bend the knee and walk normally, and pus started to leak out. The pus went from clear to yellowish to clear ORANGE. So yeah, its infected now.



Mom actually told me to wash it with dettol (which I did) and that DISSOLVED my scab, causing the underneath layer to bleed all over again as it hasn't healed properly. My boss actually told me this morning that I can't be limping like that at the event, I need to be sashay-ing in heels, welcoming guests. I know that too but I cant help it!

Sometimes I wish my boss would give me more constructive comments than that.

Anyways. I watched Nodame Cantabile movie last Friday and I adored it! Apart from the fact that the music had me in its grip, the plot was very believable it totally highlight the struggles that people who are and want to be in the classical music industry face. It was very funny too!

The movie was an adaptation of the Jap drama serial of the same name, which, was in turn, an adaptation of an anime and comic series as well.



I didn't catch the drama serial nor anime, so I can't really comment on the difference, but I like it so far, and yes, the movie had many climaxing points! I will definitely catch the second part to it later this year when its out.

Which kinda brings me to my next point, I was sort of introduced to this beautiful piece during the drama, its Bach's 1st piano concerto. Dang! It was so awesome and it totally blows my mind. I have been listening to it on replay all weekend!

Check it out!

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Joshua Bell is coming to Singapore!



I splurged $138 on his concert ticket. I actually got the seat in the most expensive category not by choice, but because those along with the really crappy locations were the only ones left. I've never spent anything more than $50 for a concert ticket, so I'm kinda feeling the pinch.



But like how often he comes to Singapore right? Oh well.

He's playing Beethoven's violin concerto and the Mendelssohn violin concerto with Academy of St Martins in the fields, which is a famed English chamber orchestra, and he of course, is an award winning violinist.

I wanted to go listen to the Mendelssohn's one but ended up getting the wrong date for the Beethoven's one; I'm not keen on spending another $100 odd so.. sigh.

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He inspires me!



He is Richard Yongjae O'neill, a Korean-American violist. I really enjoy listening to him playing the viola, his tone, expression, interpretation and technical skills is exceptional. He is also very musical and inspirational.

When I first decided that I am going to invest time and money to pick up an instrument, I had initially thought of the violin. The dream instrument is of course the piano, but it didn't make practical sense in terms of space and $$. The violin looked like a cool instrument to play, but the only problem was, I didn't quite like its sound, it was too high pitch for my liking.

Then I came across his playing in a cameo role in a Korean drama serial. I was totally owned and blown away by that beautiful tone and sound and thought, "man, that violin sounds special." I know! Such disrespect for viola!

Well of course, I googled and did some CSI-ing on him and found out not only his bio of course; that there is such an instrument as the viola and that was what I had heard him play! I knew then the viola is what I wanted to learn (well not just because of him but more because of its beautiful sound).

Anyways, he has recorded 5 albums to date and I have bought them all. I don't understand why they are not available in local stores tho, I had to order all 5 of them online.



This is his 5th album, it is titled "NORE" which basically means "Sad songs". I ordered in online the very date it was released and just got it in the mail yesterday! Am so enjoying it! :D

Click on the video to hear him play!

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Happy Birthday!



It's my viola's birthday, I've had her for a year now, and yes, it means I have been playing the viola for a year now! Been a violist for a year! It's my first year anniversary as a violist! Man, it feels dang good to be called a violist! :D

I love my viola!

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The little beautiful things in life that inspires people!

I came across this article on Mail Online UK while searching for some nice pictures on music staves.

Apparently, this guy saw a picture on of birds perched on electrical wires taken by a journalist of that publication and that inspired him to notate a piece of music based on the position of the birds on the wire as show in the photo.

Listen to this:



Beautiful ain't it?

I actually think that that was a work of God, which suddenly brought to mind a hymn I used to sing at school: "This is my father's world" A stanza in the lyrics goes like this:

This is my Father's world,
the birds their carols raise,
the morning light, the lily white,
declare their Maker's praise.
Did you see that??!! Indeed, the birds declare their maker's praise!

Click here to read the original article on Mail Online UK.

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HAPPY!!

I am in a very happy mood today, so I'm doing something extraordinarily rare - which is, to update, and during office hours too :D

Anyways.

For the past few days after my first viola lesson, I've have been struggling with how to hold the bow correctly. I've watched like countless of video tutorials on youtube and even seen thousands of pictures on correct bow hold, and yet, still could not get it right.

I was seriously, very frustrated and was very depressed and discouraged. I mean, if I could not even learn how to hold the bow correctly which is of course the first step, then how am I ever going to be able to progress to different and more difficult bow techniques?

BUT!

Last night I think I'm beginning to be able to appreciate and understand the so called correct bow hold. While it ain't exactly perfect, at least it did not hurt my fingers when I try to use the whole bow. Teeheehee.

I'm obviously quite glad with myself. Anyways, back to work.

Laters.

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My new baby!

For the umpteen time I'm starting yet another blog entry with a "it's been so long since I last updated" sentence. I've decided to blog today because of one lame, bimbotic reason: I am doing so much for my company's blog while my own blog is collecting dust.

Right anyways. I am excited! (few things in life get me really excited by the way) I have finally decided to take up music lessons! I know this decision came sorta late (very late in fact, to the extent of ultimate retardation), especially since people usually start at the age before they even attend elementary school.




You know how its like when the older you are, the greater the fear when it comes to learning new stuff. So yeah, I was really afraid when I started my first music lesson, about 3 months ago though it was only theory. I must say that each time I finish a lesson, I feel frustrated with myself and obviously cannot help feeling that I was erm... stupid.



3 months on now, things are much better I must say. A colleague was telling me that I was probably giving myself too much pressure for learning to even be enjoyable. Perhaps she's right. Anyways, my teacher told me during the last lesson that I can advance to grade 2, so I'm quite glad with myself heehee.

So, after a good few months of procrastination/denial/delusion/contemplating cycle, I am finally going to start my viola lessons like tomorrow, and I'm so looking forward to it.




I got my first musical instrument of my life! (if you exclude the primary school staple the recorder of course) I got my 15" viola from Synwin as recommended by my teacher and it cost me $600 with an adjustable tailpiece and shoulder rest.

While I cannot yet play it, I must say I love its sound! (I can't understand why so many violin players say nasty stuff about the viola actually)

Anyways, here it is: My new baby!!



Yes. It's huge, and it's heavy. I got a bruised collar and jawbone trying to hold that under my chin cos of its weight and size, (I can't help feeling like a clumsy bimbo) but I'm probably holding it the wrong way. Anyways. Laters.

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As you can probably already tell by now, I don't exactly have the habit of blogging. Each time I try to start a new post, it always never get past more than a few sentences and then it gets chucked into the drafts until like forever.

Anyways. I'm supposed to be writing an ad for a course but I'm suffering from writer's block right now and can't seem to move ahead, so here I am blogging.

Nothing too serious, just ranting abit not that I think anyone would read it. Anyways, I'm contemplating if I should even attempt to pursue music as a career. I know, it sounds silly. Saying that already took like tonnes of courage.

I've been in love with music, classical music since I was a kid, and just the thought of being a professional musician makes my heart beat.

As you know, I did not take any music lessons when I was younger, and neither did I have any form of music background. Honestly, from the looks of it, its almost impossible.

Sigh. How can I ever...

Even if I dream, it should be a practical one right. Is it a toxic dream? I don't know. I'm contemplating taking violin lessons and maybe piano lessons at a later stage. I ultimately would love to learn conducting, but that's like maybe a million years away? Oh well.

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