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Showing posts with label angry. Show all posts

FML

I have not blogged in awhile, I realised. Thing's been going wrong of late I must say, and life's been so hectic that it's crazy. Been mad busy the past couple of weeks.


For a start, we landed ourselves in a job to put together an event cum press hospitality for an office opening, where Lewis Hamilton will be in town to officiate and participate in the ribbon cutting. Sounds exciting huh?

Not. Not when we were only engaged to help barely one week before it all. I've had many instances where we've helped clients manage events within short time frames, but one week?? SERIOUSLY?

All that mad running around, last minute decisions to make and also uncertainty especially when the company is big, and MANY different parties are involved in MANY different things. It's a mess, no decision makers, conflicting instructions, NO TIME and internal trouble makers.

Yesterday, I totally snapped at a colleague who has been irritating me the past couple of days. For the first time in a long while, I totally lost my cool at someone and screamed at her to shut up.

She has seriously been irritating bugging me about the seeming lack (according to her) of toilets and urinals for the guests at the venue like they are all going to hyperventilate and start foaming at their mouths and die cause they were made to queue for toilets.

Which probably meant that I'm in trouble if everyone needed to go at the same time that urgently.

Maybe it's her mission in life to hit the toilets at every event she goes, but not everyone does. I have other bigger issues to worry about like branding, audio visual equipment, event flow, etc etc, nothing is confirmed and here she is making such a huge fuss about it and totally making me "discuss" with her why and how we cannot have more toilets.

I felt totally stupid with the capital S for even engaging in that discussion with her.

AARRGGHHH!!

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*Warning* ANGRY post!

Today is a horrible day. I can't believe the attitude of the people I have to work with. In fact, they are so incredulous that I feel as if my eyes are about to roll off from rolling them too much *rolls eyes*.


I am seriously sick and tired of all the nonsense that has been going on for quite some time now. Right in this company, you DO NOT freaking have the luxury of sitting there and wait for others to tell you what to do. Have some initiative and pro activity.

Contrary to popular belief, I am NOT anybody's nanny, I have my job to do too and I have my own KPIs to meet, I AM NOT here to do YOUR JOB for you or let you make YOUR PROBLEM MINE. Please f***ing take up YOUR OWN RESPONSIBILITY!

Now don't even get me started on the quality of work and the "everybody-owes-you-a-living-prima-dona" fuck shit of an attitude that you think is "oh-so-appealing."

It is NOT.

I honestly can't, for the life of me, understand why would anyone want to submit substandard work and display mediocre behavior. Like, isn't it demoralizing to know that your work is so.. f**ked up? I mean, isn't the WHOLE POINT OF life or ANYTHING to improve and come out as a better person, no?

So why would anyone not give a d*mn about their work, or look for ways to keep trying and improve instead of offering the BARE MINIMUM piece of crap?!

It's like, you want to make a dress. You would complete it, make sure that the fabric is of good quality, the finishing is neat and sturdy and not tear after one wash and so on and so forth, no?

If you are going to only sew one side of the seams, sew the pockets and buttons halfway, you might as well don't do it at all, waste energy and materials isn't it?

And I haven't even talked about all the other work that is being plagued with the tai-chi-ing syndrome, and the remaining rest of the time is devoted to pretending the everything so NOT YOUR JOB.

Which really makes me think, what's the point of having such a person on the payroll then?

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When..?!

Can you hear it?!


The gym is calling out my name.

Even the air from my usual jogging route smells so familiar its crazily nostalgic!


Sigh. The weather at night these days is so awesome and the night sky is so beautiful. When.. when can I go out and run again? ;(


I miss exercising badly. I feel as if I'm molding already.

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Life in slow mo...

No amount of words can describe how irritated I am right now.

Injuring my knee was no fun. I was totally inconvenienced by it. It's downright frustrating to try walking from one place to another at a ridiculously slow pace. In fact it's so slow that it's painful. And then, suddenly after hurting my knee, everybody on the streets that pass me by would do a double take.

What's so exciting about a grazed knee, I don't know.

I initially had "great plans" for today as I am on leave, I had planned to run some errands and perhaps do some window shopping, chill at some nice coffee place in the afternoon. Then the knee happened, so instead of, "Yeah! I'm on leave - long weekend!" it became, "Thank God I'm on leave, stupid knee."

I ended up staying at home the most part of the day, because going anywhere was too painful (both mentally and physically). The injured knee is so stiff now, that I could almost feel my joints rubbing against each other whenever I try to bend my leg, and my other leg is feeling the tension and soreness from having to support all the weight on its own.

Sigh. Doesn't help that the weather is too good not to go jogging. Stupid knee.

ARRGGHHH!!

P/s: I took 6 years to walk from my home to the coffee shop opposite my block!! BAH!

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