When the going gets easy... BEWARE, u may be going in the wrong direction...

Never quite believed in blogging actually... Well, here i am, and God noes why... I guess its an alternative outlet to vent my frustrations, frustrations about broken dreams, life, and work... The people around me are too busy with their lives to care or even to listen... sigh...
A rather recent incident made me realise that one really shouldnt judge a person too early... Some people take as long as a decade to reveal their true colors, a person who SEEM nice may not neccessary be REALLY nice. Similiarly, a person who wasnt that great may not be that bad afterall... I wish, i could just detach myself and not feel at all... a friend of mine once told me that it helps if you don't care that much... well, i guess... but its hard.. and sometimes, i wonder... why is it that we just don't learn?? sigh... maybe... its just coz of that, that we are capable of forgiving too...

Started studying for my bachelors not too long ago... Enough of putting it off and sitting on it... and man... its REALLY tough having to juggle between working, lessons and projects... takes alot of will and mind power and of course...$$$ doesnt help when you have group mates who sit around and do NOTHING... leaves all the shit to you and just CRITICIZE and put down ppl's work and ideas... sigh... Feeling mentally burned out, physically worned out and financially drained... God help us all...