TOTAL burnout

It seems like quite sometime since I last updated. And I couldn't help it. My workload at the office has increased three-fold over the weekend, with the departure of some of my colleagues on immediate notice. Almost. I shan't go into the details since its already over. For them at least.

Anyways.

I've been having this really bad headache for the past week, and I seem to have had it forever. I wonder if something's really wrong with me or is it due to too much stress from the recent MAJOR increase in workload.

Office's a very different place now, with the departure of so many of my colleagues overnight. Yes, literally overnight. It seems like when they left, they took the whole world along with them. A world that I do not have a part or place in.

I seriously wonder how much longer I can hold out. The workload is really getting me, especially with the splitting headache that won't seem to go away (even as I'm blogging now).

I'm not trying to be arrogant here, but I feel that the rest of them left in my office are pushing practically everything to me now. It's like "nevermind, got Yvonne, just ask her to do it" its akin to saying, "after dinner, I'll take out the garbage" kinda feeling.

And yes, I'm feeling fucking exploited now. Like those times when I studied History in Secondary school on how the British used to exploit the peasants and cheap labour from China and what not. You get what I mean.

And yes, I'm complaining, NOT because I'm unwilling to learn/do extra work or anything. I have been for the past two weeks doing so many things/work and I just feel that I was NOT paid to do somebody or somebody(S) else's job. Well, if you know what I mean.

Anyways.

One and ONLY consolation tho. My new partner has started work. FINALLY, and lucky thing she's quite smart, picks things up fast and is very pro-active. At least a million times better than my previous partner.

Crap. I so want to get the hell outta here. But I can't just leave like that as I have certain opinions of some people that I have to live up to. Maybe this sounds lame and stupid to you, but WTF? It's a reality I have to live with. Heck.

Anyways.

Pray for me.