And I thought FINALLY...

Its been almost three months since the last sales secretary has left the hotel and we have yet to find an replacement. Damn, and I have to keep doing other people's job for nothing.

Not to mention that some of which I have absolutely no idea how to do, and NOBODY is teaching me, I have to figure it out myself, right or wrong, I have to answer.

Doesn't sound very fair ain't it? It is so demoralising I tell you, and God knows when all this is going to end and that I can finally hand over. My assistant head is taking a really really long time to interview and select people.

I know he has been interviewing, but he started really late I tell you, like almost one and a half months after the previous secretary left. He is dragging his feet cos he feels that our boss isn't on board yet and hence he is waiting for him to come in so he can do his own recruiting of his secretary. -_-

Then came the "good" news. My assistant head found a gal to fill the position, I was happy for awhile, but then, before her scheduled date to join us, she backed out, and decided to reject the job offer. God knows why.

Nevermind.

Later, we heard they found another. I'm not sure if she is the same gal who had earlier on decided not to come, but anyways, she reported for work on the scheduled date and I happily started my handover, and I thought... FINALLY.

The following day came and she didn't turn up. Appears she smsed my HR the previous night that she changed her mind as the job seem more administrative which is not what she is looking for. -_-

I can't even begin to describe how I feel sia. Its like a roller coaster ride, one minute very high up, the next, we have hit rock bottom.

And so, I have to continue doing the job of other's for nothing. Can somebody please teach me how to be optimistic? This is the 3rd fucking month liao leh!! The previous secretary also got confirmed at her new job already!!

(LOUD) Sigh.