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As you can probably already tell by now, I don't exactly have the habit of blogging. Each time I try to start a new post, it always never get past more than a few sentences and then it gets chucked into the drafts until like forever.

Anyways. I'm supposed to be writing an ad for a course but I'm suffering from writer's block right now and can't seem to move ahead, so here I am blogging.

Nothing too serious, just ranting abit not that I think anyone would read it. Anyways, I'm contemplating if I should even attempt to pursue music as a career. I know, it sounds silly. Saying that already took like tonnes of courage.

I've been in love with music, classical music since I was a kid, and just the thought of being a professional musician makes my heart beat.

As you know, I did not take any music lessons when I was younger, and neither did I have any form of music background. Honestly, from the looks of it, its almost impossible.

Sigh. How can I ever...

Even if I dream, it should be a practical one right. Is it a toxic dream? I don't know. I'm contemplating taking violin lessons and maybe piano lessons at a later stage. I ultimately would love to learn conducting, but that's like maybe a million years away? Oh well.