I...

TOTALLY regretted clicking to watch a video link that a friend posted on facebook yesterday. Against better judgment, I actually tried watching that short less than a minute video on this accident victim who had the lower half of his body severed after being pinned under a cement mixer's wheel. And the guy was still alive - at least when the video was being taken.

Although I didn't watch the video properly, it stayed on my mind the whole day, tormenting and traumatizing me. I was even a little afraid and anxious when I crossed the road yesterday and especially when I see larger vehicles passing by. Man, I need to get this out of my system!

And I thought, man, I certainly rather die than to go through that or live with half a body if I do make it out alive. Imagine looking at your legs, familiar, yet not so familiar - a part of you, yet not quite. I remember thinking to myself, "here I am worried about injured knee, and there you have people losing half their body." I totally feel for this guy.

I have never been able to take any form of gore all my life, I don't know what got over me to click to watch the video. No more next time man.