Right. So at last, the last minute Lewis H. press conference and event is finally over. The media turn out was good and the event went alright, given the bizarre time frame and deliverables. We were so totally tired out after the event that it was not funny. Sigh.
Anyways.
I wasn't sure if it was a direct result of that event that I actually got a promotion and a pay raise. I'm not sure how much the increment will be, but honestly, I didn't feel even a tinge of happiness and the strange thing is, I actually kinda felt as if I hadn't done enough to earn that.
Sigh. Initially, I thought about the dread of more pay = a few million times more work load, but then I realize, that even without the increment, the additional work load would still come.
Truth be told, my job is not giving me satisfaction. I honestly still feel "empty" and apparently, promotion and pay increment isn't exactly things I hanker after.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not complaining, but I'm just thinking a little deeper about the things that would motivate me at a job since obviously, the pay increment and promotion isn't.
Sigh. Will I ever find the job that I truly love, that will "complete me"?
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CONGRATS!
but yea, i can understand the 'emptyness' you're referring to and i'm also going through the same phase.
let's catch up soon k. *hugs*
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