Against better judgement

Its amazing why we do the things that we do sometimes. Have you ever did something that you didn't know why you did it, and wouldn't otherwise have done it on a average day? Its what I termed as "against better judgement".

I'm inclined to think that such things happen because the rebellious streak in us decide to take control of the "moment" and hence we do the extraordinary (what we normally wouldn't do), which may not necessarily be on impluse. It's just against better judgement.

So yes, I was saying. I still remember a particular incident that happened when I was very much younger.

Those days, my mother used to take me and my brother out shopping on weekends where we will stay over at my grandmother's place later.

Anyways.

We were heading towards the Singapore shopping centre, somewhere at the Le Meridien S'pore hotel or something. Now, there was this flight of stairs that lead downwards to the main door of the shopping centre, which is in a centralized sliding door fashion.

My mum and my brother walked towards the main door in the middle, but as for me, (I don't know what came over me) I decided, to walk towards the side, thinking that I could enter by the side door over there. Only problem is, there isn't a side door over there. And aso, I walked right into the glass pane (lucky I didn't break the glass or anything) and banged my idiotic head hard into it.

Needless to say, a huge bump on my forehead resulted, and I cut my lips with my teeth cos the impact was really great. I was soaked too cos I was holding this Big Gulp drink from 7-eleven. Not very smart.

Looking back, for the life of me, I still cannot understand why I had chosen to enter by the imaginary side door. I remember I had wanted to follow my bro and my mum towards the main door in the middle, and was actually "debating" inside whether or not to be special and take the side door (yeah right, special indeed, specially stupid.) and in the last min, against better judgement, I chose to walk right into a glass panel instead.

Sigh. Talking about against better judgement. I have an exam later in the evening, and I haven't finish my revision, not to mention I have 7 fucking long chapters to cover for yet another exam in the afternoon tomorrow, and here I am blogging when I really really should be rushing my revision.

I better end here. I have a ominous foreboding.