This post is a wee bit late actually. I FINALLY tendered my resignation on the first day I went back to work.
I can no longer take it any more. I am tired of feeling guilty for going for lunch, feeling guilty about taking leaves and going on trips, tired of worrying what awaits me from the boss when I don't reply my emails almost immediately when I travel.
Lowly paid and overworked. I felt a tad heartbroken the other day when I realised that the co did in fact give out performance bonuses. In my THREE and a HALF years here, I've NEVER gotten any, and I thought that the co did not have the habit of giving anything else more than AWS.
I think about the projects that I worked so hard for, all the over the night working, and all the time I spent ALL BY MYSELF with no support from anyone, I feel sorry for myself. Really. And as if that wasn't enough, I have to cover the assess of my colleagues, and sometimes even do THEIR JOBS for them, only to find out that they got performance bonuses.
Like, WHERE IS THE PERFORMANCE?! I can't believe that I allowed myself to be so shortchanged for so freaking long, and seriously, why the hell did I even care so much about the company? GAH. Disgusted.
Good riddance. Anyways.
I have not found a job yet, but I do need a break quite badly. I do hope to land something decent before money runs out tho!
I haven't quite decided what I want to do next, but in the meantime, I'm going to start my eat, sleep, eat, sleep, run, rewind and repeat cycle.
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